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12/01/2026 - First blog, kinda nervous

I've been procastinating on finishing this but I think it might finally be time... or well at least I should continue. I've been doing this thing recently where I keep setting all these goals for myself, which to be honest aren't goals just fun things I know I wanna do and would have fun doing, but I just can't get myself to do them :C Every time I think I have motivation I procastinate even more and put it off for longer. For example I wanted to edit and upload a new years youtube video and I have all the footage and just need to sit down for an hour and do it but I can't and now it's the 12th already... Not that I care that I'd be uploading it late I'm not under any pressure or time crunch other than from myself but still. Whatever at least I could get myself to do this and now I have a blog page on my neocities! Maybe I can keep this streak up and uplaod the youtube video too! That'd be very nice. Other than that I also have dinner plans with my mom and her friend today so that'll be fun maybe? At worst it's free food soooo. Anyway it's way too early in the morning right now hence why I'm coding on neocities lol but that also means I dont have anything to talk about for the day so I'll cut the yapping and maybe add a few more things on here! I'm gonna do my oc page last cuz it needs a lot more effort though lolz. And I still need to learn how to fix the fact my site looks wonky on different screens UGH I wish it could just fix itself I hate being self-taught I just want things to do and fix things themselves and them tadaaa *sparkle sparkle* I have new cute shiny features! That'd be really nice. But for now I'll just keep struggling!

xoxo Fish

26/03/2026 - I'm still alive and online

Hello to literally no one who's reading this lol I'm STILL procastinating on finishing this project... in fact since last time, a bit over two months ago that i wrote here, I've done almost nothing I said I wanted to... Woopsi! I told myself I'd edit a youtube video today but I havent done that either. Well to be honest I'm talking about my projects that are specifically online. I've actually been going out and doing actual life stuff in real life. I've recently gone to the cinema, museums (that i've already seen 50 times but still), went out to eat, to bars, to take walks around my favorite neighbourhoods and the aquarium and even to ice skate. I went to two different demonstrations and have almost resolved my insurance and apprenticeship problems! But the stuff I really wanted to do here and on my youtube or my spacehey account... I have utterly and completely neglected. And that makes me upset. idk I used to have so much passion for the stuff I was doing now I cant be bothered to continue and I feel like I'm failing myself? Whatever maybe I'll finally post a youtube video and make a spacehey bulletin today. But I'm at least glad to have a lively outside life again. Oh and lastly, though it's unrelated, I've recently rewatched some of my favorite cartoons as kids and a bunch of other cartoons that I've been following up with (trollhunters, winx, shera and tadc etc) and am planning on watching more. I thought maybe I'd write analyses or smth here but I can't promise lol. I just thought it could be an interesting idea if i were to actually keep up with it. Anyway, I think the n ext time I'll update here is probably gonna be when I edit/fix up a bit of my website. So until then, byebyeee :3

xoxo Fish